dear msa,

first of all, happy anniversary baby !! i love you, i love you so much and i love spending every day i can with you. my words and thoughts might be jumbled up in this letter since i'm not very good at writing but i want to express my feelings for you as clearly as i can. it might be hard to read, it might be a little incomprehensible, but just know that my feelings are genuine and passionate and i want you really badly okay!!

to start, i really don't know where i'd be without you today - you're my light, my joy, my world, and my one and only. i used to find it so hard to wake up in the morning and find the motivation to do anything, let alone take care of myself. i barely kept up with my needs, laid in bed all day feeling demotivated, and had nothing to look forward to. but since i've met you, that has all changed. i've actively been trying to better myself. i take care of myself each day, do my chores, sleep and wake up early, started working on learning how to cook, have been trying to eat healthier and more often, and some more stuff i can't think of.... i look forward to seeing your texts in the morning--even if it isn't much sometimes hehe--it's proof to me that you're there and you think about me during the day. just that little action alone and so many different examples of you showing me your love like that brings me immense happiness each day. i'm so happy that i have someone to wake up for, someone to work hard for, to motivate me, to be there for me, to love me, and so so much more than that.

i also just want to thank you for always being there for me and calling me every day. i always felt so lonely before and it really just feels so at home with you each day. even when we aren't playing anything or streaming or whatever, i still feel at ease just being there with you. we don't always have to be doing things and i might seem like i want us to but i really do just appreciate your presence and love being with you regardless. on top of that you'll never be a bore to me, never a bother or anything like that. either way, however we spend time together, i look forward to the times where we can play or just talk on and on and on. i'm the most comfortable i've everbeen with you compared to anyone else. i used to be pretty bad at sharing my feelings and even voicing them whatsoever but being with you has helped me to grow and change. i'm here to support you and you're here to support me. you can always come to me for anything because i love you so much, and i'm glad that i can feel the same way for you.

i think about you every day and thats not even an exaggeration. i couldnt be more grateful that i have the privilege of thinking about someone i love each day. i especially love when i find things that remind me of you so that we can laugh together when you wake up and i love each and every one of our inside jokes that we share too. every one of them feels special since they're something only i share with you and i get to hear you laugh every time. hearing your sleepy voice as you're just waking up is one of the best parts of my day too... even now as i write this i feel excited to hear your voice. i love you, and i daydream of being together with you every day. i can't wait to feel your embrace and the warmth of your body when we get to see each other eventually.

you're my best friend and i want to be with you forever. i want to go on dates with you, i want to nurture and take care of you, i want to get married to you, i want to raise a family with you, i want to experience life with you, i want to grow old with you. i just want to kiss your cute face and love you unconditionally. i want to love you in every way possible and be able to feel every surface of your body. i want to make love to you, i want to love you passionately, i want to touch you in inappropriate ways and hear your voice in response to it (i hope you get aroused reading this). i want you to keep showing me sides to you that nobody has ever seen before, making them mine only. you're so dear to me.

i'll say it again, but happy anniversary.(i really hope this wasn't too mixed up)!! i hope we can continue to celebrate for many years after this. i look forward to the rest of my life with you and i hope to continue treating you as gently as i do. i love you sooooooooooooooooo much and don't ever forget that okay?

sincerely,

your lover